Tuesday, August 16, 2016

A Body in Motion: Naptown Roller Girls

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  Our focus is on practice time, where the real work happens.  The drills are real.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  This set features skaters from Naptown Roller Girls.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.


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Well, I have a fear of jumping. I do not like it when my feet have to leave the ground. When I saw the apex jump picture, I thought, "Holy smokes! I'm doing it!" As for my teammates, I already thought they were amazing. When we were looking at the pictures together I just said, "Look at you! Look how strong you are!". I liked that they were able to see what I see when we play.

- Flannery O'Clobber, 3 year veteran


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One of the coolest things about roller derby is that there are athletes of every body type playing every position at the highest level of the sport. No one's success is limited by height, weight, or shape. I hate it when people who don't know the sport tell me I look too small or too nice to play roller derby. We scrimmaged a top 15 men's team at the beginning of the year and I got lead jammer almost every time. I might be small and I might be a woman, but I'm not weak.

- Eve Anne Hellical, 6 year veteran


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This sport has challenged me to my very core, both physically and mentally. My whole life has been a fight. No one has handed me anything - I've had to work for it all, especially derby. I'm not a gifted athlete. I'm just a lady who wanted to do more than be on the radio.

- Peyton Slamming, 3 year veteran (2008, 2014-present)


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TRGP-8326 I love derby for so many reasons. This is by far the most accepting community that I've ever encountered. I never feel self-conscious about my body around my teammates, even on hot days in the warehouse when we are sweating more than we could have ever imagined. Another amazing thing about derby is that it takes all shapes and sizes. When I tell people that I play roller derby, they often assume that I am too small to play (or be "good" at it.) I always take the opportunity to dispel myths about the sport. “Though she be but little, she is fierce!” – Shakespeare

- NamaSlay, 1.5 years (2 seasons) veteran


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At this point in my life, I'm pretty comfortable with my body. It hasn't always been that way but I've come to understand that; no matter what I do, there are certain ways it will never look. As long as I'm leading a healthy lifestyle, I'm pretty happy with it. Seeing the original Body by Derby a number of years ago actually made a significant impact in this mentality shift. My hope, in being part of it, is to potentially inspire someone in the way that I was. To love your body for what it does more than how it looks.

- Armagayddon, 6 year veteran


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I think derby is unique in that so many people are able to do it, no matter what our bodies look like. There is beauty in all our curves and bumps and dimples we have. We need to always appreciate and celebrate our bodies for what we are capable of doing with them.

- Lysis 2 Kill, 5 year veteran


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To my teammates, your acts of beauty, grace and strength inspire me every day. I would not be half the player I am without you.

- Armagayddon, 6 year veteran


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Tuesday, January 19, 2016

A Body in Motion: Demolition City Roller Derby

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  Our focus is on practice time, where the real work happens.  The drills are real.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  This set features skaters from Demolition City Roller Derby.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.

 


 

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I'm proud of playing derby. It's been one of the most rewarding things in my life! I love the way my body looks because of roller derby. We are athletes!

-- Sadie Stardust, 2 year veteran


 

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Before this shoot - I saw obese, old gal. After the shoot and looking at these pictures - I see someone out there doing something. It may not be great but it's something. I didn't want to see the pictures, to be honest, especially because I didn't want to be faced with how big I am. I looked and wasn't completed grossed out. I got out of my comfort zone on so many levels and I'm glad.

-- Yankee ClipHer, Experienced Rookie


 

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When I started derby, I gained weight. At first I thought, "Woah, this is not how it's supposed to work! I want to LOSE weight, right?"

Society puts these ideas in our heads that we as women should strive to be small and if we work out we should make sure not to get too muscular, because then we won't be feminine enough. But in derby, we get to throw all those ideas out the window. I get to say, "Yeah, I gained weight! I gained 10 pounds of muscle! And even though my favorite jeans got a little tighter in the butt and thighs, I look at these pictures and think I'd trade my favorite jeans and a few inches for derby any day. I love derby and I love how powerful I feel when I use those muscles to push through a wall of tough blockers. I'm proud of my thunder thighs!!

-- Slaughtermelons, 2 year veteran


 

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I love these pictures. Seeing my teammates being comfortable with their bodies gives me the confidence to be more comfortable with mine.

-- Low Low, 2 year veteran


 

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I wanted to do Body in Motion to get further out of my comfort zone. A year ago, I was skating and I had zero confidence and mentally unfit. This year I have overcome so much and am building that confidence. I am going to be facing so many mental hurdles when I face competition that is NOT my own team this season. This is a good place to mentally toughen up.

-- Yankee ClipHer, Experienced Rookie


 

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Sunday, November 22, 2015

A Body in Motion: Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  Our focus is on practice time, where the real work happens.  The drills are real.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  This set features skaters from Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.

 


 

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I used to think that stomachs weren't supposed to have any rolls at all, because I never saw rolls on a single damn stomach in the mainstream media. Ridiculous! I mostly follow independent/queer media now, because it's so significant to me to see people with all kinds of bodies who feel comfortable and confident, and are willing to be visible. Images like that have helped to give me a context to see my own body as being a good body, and helped give me context to love it. I think the more images exist of people being happy with our bodies, the better, so hopefully doing these photos and showing that we feel good in our bodies is a step towards paying it forward.

- JackJack Attack, 4 Year Veteran


 

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I already see all of my teammates as strong and fierce, but participating in this project with this group made these individuals all seem even stronger to me. Part of that is probably their bravery in participating in the first place, but also seeing the photos afterward, especially the ones we looked through right after the shoot. Those raw photos captured all of the emotions we have when we play derby--frustration, determination, frustration, unexpected success, and the satisfaction of coordinated teamwork.

- Mauls Dolls, 5 Year Veteran


 

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I wanted to participate in this because I think it's important to show that derby is a space where anyone can be an athlete regardless of whether or not you have what would traditionally be considered an "athletic" body. I want people to see my imperfect body and recognize that I'm an athlete.

- Mad-Eye Maggie, 4 Year Veteran


 

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It is amazing how so many of us do not see our bodies as amazing and beautiful, even when we are doing these moves that might normally make us feel strong when we aren't thinking about the way our bellies or thighs look. I would love for our community to really embrace what our bodies look like underneath, to find those muscles that we work so hard to develop, even if we never get rid of our outer layers.

- Mauls Dolls, 5 Year Veteran


 

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Sunday, October 18, 2015

Beneath the Surface

On Septmber 12, 2015, eight skaters of African decent met in Bloomington, IN.  Over the next several hours was a conversation that spanned topics from being a female athlete to being the face of diversity in roller derby.  Here are a few things they had to say. 
Additional photos can be found here.  I would also like to extend a special thank you to Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby for hosting us in their practice space as well as opening their homes.



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Deeper than Skin
When I volunteered for "The Roller Girl Project", my focus was to spread a message I've proclaimed from an early age: though my appearance is unique, beneath the surface, I am the same as everyone else. Despite the harsh criticism she received, I agree with Raven-Symone's statements that she is "not black", she's "American", and as a multi-raced individual, born and reared in rural Maryland, this is my sentiment as well. I've dedicated most of my life to defying the racial stereotypes of African-Americans, East Indian Americans, and Latino Americans. "Black people don't listen to rock music." "Black people aren't farmers." "Black people don't play roller derby." Well, I am black, and I do all of these things. My skin tone does not dictate what I can and cannot do. It is an aspect of me, a characteristic, a descriptive term. It is not who I am.
- Petti LaBelle, ClarksVillain Roller Girls


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Derby seems to be a manifestation of feminism kicked into high gear. Sports culture, in general, has always demanded that female athletes be competitive while also presenting the perfect picture of femininity. We see this manifest in the uniforms we wear, the adjectives used to describe our game play, and the attention given to physical appearance instead of athletic performance. This current iteration of derby was no different in its early days. However, there has been a marked shift away from booty shorts, fishnets, and tutus to athletic wear more conducive to the full contact sport. The WFTDA’s tag line is: Real. Strong. Athletic. Revolutionary. Derby can be all of those things while simultaneously being just as oppressive as the environment that made it necessary.

Consider those words in the context of a female identified, black athlete. Real deteriorates into a question of biology...”don’t they have an extra leg muscle?” Strong becomes a question of being too masculine; women aren’t supposed to have muscles. Athletic transforms into aggressive, because angry black woman and all. Finally, Revolutionary devolves into boat rocker. “How dare you want to have an all black team…how would you feel if there were an all white team?” (Side note: all white teams exist all across this nation). The black body has long been used to entertain or otherwise educate others throughout history. From enslavement, to human zoos, Sarah Baartman exhibitions, to being used as props at the 2013 VMAs to name a few examples. The struggle for agency over our physical bodies is, as they say, real.

The very definition of femininity should be viewed as personal instead of one-size fits all. These women play derby with their strong bodies tempered by a determination to be the best. This makes the game and they way they play it inherently feminine regardless of how each player defines it. While the derby community on its face is real, strong, athletic, and revolutionary—like first wave feminism—there exists a divide along racial lines…it’s time we talk about it if we want to fully realize/actualize the potential of this sport.

- Brittney "White Flight" Beiberich, Rose City Rollers, Team USA, and Cherry City Derby Girls coach



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There are, sad to say, innumerable ways I've been treated sub-optimally because of the color of my skin. I'll limit them to the context of the images I chose to display in this photo-shoot; these examples not only bother me the most, but are a reoccurring theme.

I have been aware of stereotypes about me due to the color of my skin since a young age. As a result, they are   now embedded into my psyche.
In 2015 I still find myself keeping my hands in plain view when I'm shopping so people won't think I'm stealing. I am not a criminal. I have had people working in a store I'm shopping in follow me around too many times to count; the majority of them slyly or blatantly watching me, never asking if I needed assistance.. I am not a criminal. I even had a situation where a manager at a store I worked at tried to set me up for stealing. She, I, and another employee were closing and the manager put the evening’s cash deposit on the counter and walked away. Needless to say, I went in the back as I sensed some shenanigans were about to happen. Then she kept asking me to go up front to do things near where the money was. I made sure I was "busy" doing something else to ensure I had an excuse to stay away from the unattended cash. Then, surprise, the money came up missing even though all 3 of us were locked in the store. I ended up leaving not even a week later as she kept trying to put me on the register. I knew the drawer was going to come up short so I said no mam. Later, I found out the manager had a serious drug problem and ended up getting let go for other  incidents of missing cash/clothing. I am not a criminal.

People frequently diminish my accomplishments. I never bring up my education out of the blue as I'm quite humble, but others trying to diminish my achievements bothers me tremendously. I cannot count the number of times I've been asked what I do for a living, only to have the person assume I am a medical technician when I say I'm in the medical field. Sometimes the assumption is nurse, but rarely do people stop to think I am a doctor. Even when I say, "I'm a physician", half of the replies are, "oh you’re a nurse?” In my mind I think, “did I stutter?” LOL. Sometimes people have the audacity to ask me if I'm a real doctor? What does that mean? That's when I casually drop the fact that I’m Harvard trained. Then, if that wasn't bad enough, I get the "well it must not be that hard to become a doctor". Oh ok because obviously if a dummy like me can do it then anyone can. I am educated.

I think the thing that bothers me most is feeling invisible. It's not all the time, but happens much too often. How many times have I gone in a store/business without being asked if I need help? Yes, I will go  ask someone who works there for assistance. The bite, however, comes after I've been ignored, when the sales person rushes to assist the person behind me. I am equal. Sometimes I turn around and walk out, other times I interrupt and say, "actually I need some assistance." Generally, I leave without making a purchase based on principal, even if there was an item I really wanted. I am equal.

At work I’m invisible a lot of times too. Certain people in other departments that I see regularly look right past as I walk by in the hall. I've been there for more than 4 years, I am  their peer, I am not invisible. I have made an effort to engage some of them, which has had varying degrees of success depending on the person.

Which brings me to why I love derby so much. It's Ok to steal. Steal some points when you’re jamming, especially if you are not lead jammer. It's a highly prized skill, actually lol. No matter what you look like, if you play a smart clean game, It's not diminished especially since it’s a team effort. People have to look at you and acknowledge your presence; the consequences for not seeing could mean getting laid out flat by the "invisible" player lol. All in all, I’ve found an acceptance in derby that many times eludes me in other facets of my life. Hopefully one day the outside world will be more like derby, with respect to being accepting, and non judgmental.

- Dr. G, Fort Wayne Derby Girls



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I am able to be competitive without wanting to injure or harm others. I think the concept of black people being violent is an overarching and continuous one. So the point of my photo is that striving to be athletic and excel as a derby player should not be overshadowed by my race. While I am a black skater and I hit hard, it does not make me malicious.

- Death Before Decaf, CoMo Derby Dames



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If you were to ask a small sample of black women how often they have been mistaken for the help, most would be able to readily give you a couple examples. These experiences, often built from willful ignorance of American history, destroy all that black women have achieved over the centuries. The plot often including the causal dialogue, “you are so well spoken…[for a black woman]” or “I had to work for everything I have, no one ever gave me anything.” Too often, when we think of black women, the image that comes up is welfare queen, loud, hyper-sexualized, and uneducated. Being black and playing roller derby, likewise, are seen as mutually exclusive. These women shattered that image the moment they stepped onto their respective college campuses and derby tracks. These women worked twice as hard as their counterparts to not only gain entry, but also excel. They understand that failure means reinforcing the concept that black people are lazy and looking for handouts. These women expose the inherent bias present when someone says, “you’re so intelligent and well spoken” by responding with a resounding, “of course, I am. Why wouldn’t I be?” They demolish the ever popular “black folk don’t” when they don their derby gear in an effort to perfect their art form. They are beacons for what is possible in education and sport, where the latter all too often overshadows the former in black communities across this nation.

- Brittney "White Flight" Beiberich, Rose City Rollers, Team USA, and Cherry City Derby Girls coach